Thoughts On Poetic Language

Sitting here, listening to music, made me think. How do these groups, bands, rappers, make the choices to put certain words and phrases into their song lyrics? In Mr. Whiffen format: What causes them to make the rhetorical choices they do when it comes to their choice in words? Why does Metallica begin The Unforgiven III with how could he know, this new dark's light, would change his life forever? All these questions, all these wonders, float in my head at times. It is almost philosophical at times. It's these types of thoughts that means my brain is in a good place. I never tend to think about these types of things. I usually would just accept those lyrics as just the way the song begins. But questioning things, that's what seperates the one from the many. And even though I used to tell myself I wanted to be a part of the many, I truly know that I belong apart of the one. I just think its time to start showing that a little bit more often.

Currently Listening to: Metallica - The Unforgiven III(Not completely ironic, as my thought for this entry did stem from Fade to Black.)

All I Have to Say Is...

Blah and I love Fade to Black...And weeks do go slower when you're not in a good mood.

Currently Listening to: Metallica - To Live Is to Die
Mood: Don't fucking ask. I don't have one anymore. I got rid of it because its defective.

Good-bye....Motherfucker

I realized something today while I felt unusually sluggish. It wasn't because I had just ran the mile. It wasn't "oh my god I can't breath" type of tired. It was more "I don't feel like existing" type of tired. I feel depressed. Oh well, now to answer questions about it from Lexa, who by the time she reads this I'll have probably pissed off somehow..

Currently Listening To: Metallica - Fade to Black(Always so appropriate.)

DONE!

The last two days were simply amazing. Spent two days at Jimmy's. Not only was it really goddamn fun, but it was also very reassuring. I'm not gonna lie, I had times where I thought he just said he was my bestfriend and I was the only one who really felt that, but now I know its true. Being a teenager rocks. It took three years into it to finally experience it, but who cares; I'm livin' it up now! Although the football game was boring, overall this was really fun. Lol at that dead bitch, I hope me and Lexa just run into her one day. A good knock to the mouth would be cool.
Also; I officially love Jimmy's parents. They're just so welcoming, and really do show where Jimmy gets his acceptance of everything from(quite paradoxical, but we'll discuss the paradoxical effect of Jimmy's acceptance and niggers another day :p). It was great to sit around the fire with everyone.

Things I Plan on Getting Done
-Spend time with my brother.
-Do sit-ups. Ate a lot the past few days, don't want it to sit there and build up again.
-Watch the Yankees clinch(that would mean they have to win, but facing The Idle, I got a good feeling its a good possibility that's going to happen.).
-Start PSAT test booklet either today or tomorrow.
-Look to see where I can get a good price on hoodies and/or a jacket.
-In the same sense, look to see how much either a black wifebeater is; or a black tanktop; along with some tight black pants. Going for this Halloween.
-With these boxes here, look and find shit that I don't need. (AKA Operation Reduce the Clusterfuck.)
-Keep reading Ballpark Blues. Book is amazing so far.
-Remind Lexa to tune my guitar tomorrow so I can play it again. Also maybe look to get a tuner.
-To remember if anything else needs to be put on this list.

Currently Listening to: Rise Against - Swing Life Away

Great Day

It was a good Saturday. I'm glad I made my mom happy on her birthday. She like my presents :).

Things to do tomorrow:
-AP US Outline
-Learn more of Nothing Else Matters
-(Before that) Learn more chords
-Maybe download some more music?
-Try and get the after school situation for Friday set in stone?
-Like my beautiful girlfriend, try to keep up with sit-ups for the umpteenth time.

Trust I seek, and I find in you. Everyday for us something new. Open mind for a different view. And Nothing Else Matters.