So...

Since death has been on my mind since last night, anything from wanting to be a part of it to just death in general...lets not talk about that.

Instead, lets keep these goals in mind:

-Learn something on guitar, anything. I need to start putting more effort into this rather than just the current fucking around I do now. I'm gonna find a song and stick with it and learn the shit out of it.
-2nd Quarter: Cracking a 100 motherfuckers!
-Keep this daily exercise up, it'll benefit you.
-I have to start keeping up with my diet as well. To be honest, I've still been eating whatever I want. That has to stop. I think I'm just going to go with this:

• No execessively large meals anymore than once a week
• No eating after 8:00 on weekdays, 10:00 weekends/offdays
• Try to eat healthy things over unhealthy things. Basically, pick up an apple instead of a bowl of ice cream
• No seconds unless the first wouldn't fill anyone

-Keep writing everyday. Something is still something, as long as it was written

Edit: 3:40 PM. She truly is amazing. I'm more glad than words can fathom to explain that she is mine forever. "good smile baby, smile forever and ever until...just keep smiling baby" I should live and die by those words, I really should..