Well..

Today was a tad bit stressful. Started off the day needing a ride to school because of problems with the bus. I had four tests: Chem, English, AP US, and Sports Marketing, I'm tired, and just want to cuddle up with Lexa and have nice conversations. Oh, wait, I can't...because not only is she out, shes not answering her phone, which she said I could talk to her on. Ugh, why does everything always go wrong for me?

Edit: 3:26. I just don't know anymore. I really don't. I'm just upset with everything. I'm tired of fighting. I love her to the point where I physically cannot live without her. I just wished either I didn't get so worked up over everything or she just wouldn't do all these things when I need her. AND, I JUST FOUND OUT I HAVE NO ONE TO GO RUNNING WITH CAUSE OF BACK PROBLEMS. I really give up.

P.S: Orginially, I was going to come home and write about how upset I am that I can't ever get a good nights sleep. I just want to know what I do wrong that I suffer more than any other person.