As much as I'd like to be mad right now, I just can't. I miss her too much. I need her to talk to. I need her to hold, to hug, to kiss, to just be with. And I can't do that until next weekend now. Why me? Why do these shitty things always manage to happen to me.

Well, hope you have fun babe....at least one of us will. I just wish you'd call me or talk to me at some point.