Sunday

Part of me doesn't even want to talk to her today when and if she calls me. Its just not the same. I feel like I'm not even missed. I don't feel loved and I certainly don't feel cared for. Getting one phone call per day the past two days in which she hasn't really said shes missed me or any of that makes me feel very uncared for. Of course I'll probably feel wrong when she gets home Monday morning to read this, which I'm also probably wrong for feeling that was bullshit.

You're probably sitting there right now eating breakfast or talking to her or something. I'm sitting here trying to figure out what I can do to give you the best Valentine's Day you deserve. Try and figure out who's putting more into this..